Perfection

The idea of “there’s no such thing as perfection”, scares the hell out of me.
I want to be the best I can, the nearest to perfection as possible. As for me, the closer you get to perfection, the fewer problems you have. No one gets disappointed and you’re always getting better anyway. Although, as I heard, perfection doesn’t exist.. So, why do we chase it?
To make things better, everyone has a different definition for the concept “perfection”. My “perfect” can be way different than “your perfect”, for example.
So, should I be my “perfect” or your “perfect”?
Then it’s when it gets complicated… You’re losing it.
You always want to be at your best, splendorous, amazing!
So you won’t disappoint anyone, so the other ones would treat you like you wanted to be treated in the first place.
Unfortunately, trying always to be the good one takes some efforts and it can be quite painful.
Feels like you want to scream but you can’t.
That’s why I think people always should say what’s on their minds no matter what.. I say it too. I just try to say it the best way possible.